25 to Life...

It's official, I'm stuck in shipping forever now (pending new job of course).  I knew it was coming.  Just finally giving up all hope. 

I talked to the boss' daughter and she BSed and sugar-coated the bad news.  She claims that some things I listed from 2-3 weeks ago [total lie, I haven't listed any thing since the beginning of April] that I did were "just not there".  Like I believe that.  She also told me to "step into a go-getter role", "show a little initiative", "become a go-to guy", "step into a leadership role", and other BS like that.  I even told her to her face a few weeks ago that I'm no leader, which I ain't.  Believe me, you don't want me leading a bunch of troops through some war torn country.  I like being told what to do, and I'll just do it myself thank you very much.  She did bring that up yesterday, and I said to her face again that I was no leader.  Then she said something about confidence for something stupid like that.  Going back to all that, as I will call it "Company Man BS". How can I be a "go getter" doing a job I hate?  How can I "show a little initiative" at I job that I have no interest in?  How can I "become a go-to guy" and "step into a leadership role" when I could care less about other people and prefer to be left all alone to slave away at something?  Those are a few good questions.  How can you do all that at a job you could care less for?  The world may never know.  I'm just gonna cruise through my work and do as little as possible along the way, and get paid of course. 

So, I hope to be out of there by the end of June, start of August at the latest.  Beyond that, well let's just hope that I'm not there that long.  I also need to think of an "Exit Strategy" AKA "How To Screw You As Much As Humanly Possible Because You Seem To Have Screwed Me Quite Royally Plan” More on that at another time.